.

I feel adrift 

Existing all alone 

Surrounded by nothing but sea and sky 

Floating as the moon and the sun take turns 

Sharing my loneliness 

Shining on my loneliness 

I feel adrift 

And as the life guard boat aproaches 

All i feel is fear 

Fear of being surrounded by people 

And, still, feel so comple and uterly alone 

That the presence of anyone else would be too much 

I fear i cant live with the noise 

I fear i cant hide my sad face 

I fear they cant hide their disaprovement, too 

And i fear this would bring us further apart 

I feel adrift 

And for the first time in a long time

Thats just how i wanted things to stay